maybe this time around i need something a little better, more dignified;
a push up bra and red beaded necklaces won't make me motivated.
resting easy might require more than new jeans that fit
like heavy summer.
i'm not sure doughnuts, even the caramel kind, will do.
self-soothing techniques might work;
but i might need a breathing mantra that dates back
to the dead sea scrolls.
maybe i just need Lexapro.